pain

It really is amazing how I miss you so much.
It is even more amazing when you cut me to shreds.
Maybe I have changed
or maybe you have changed.
The thing is
is there still a happily ever after?

thunder

Your voice is the soundtrack of my summer
do you know you're unllike any other?
You'll always be my thunder

they say in the army

TO maintain my sanity in army, I must:

1. Change underwear regularly. (You'd be surprised how many people fail to do that)

2. Read the papers.

3. Eat fruits and my centrum tablets.

4. Do not misfire, or do anything that will get me into trouble.

5. make full use of my time out.






Field camp is up next. Shudders.

parting is such bittersweet sorrow;

I'm staring at this white box as I have been for the past 20 minutes or so and I just can't seem to find the right words to say.

take me home; where I belong

It's my second bookout and I think I'm starting to cope with NS life.
The wonderful thing about NS is that because the tasks are so inanely mindless and boring, you get to think. To think about what you want, and what matters to you.
TO think about what you want to do with your life, and who you want to be in your life.
It sounds incredibly ironic but in a way this 2 years could give you the time you always wanted to reflect and decide on what is the next best move to take in your journey through life.
This might sound a little far fetched but we might actually benefit from this enslavement.

On a much cheerier note, thanks for all the messages. They kept me alive =D
<3


This world is actually very beautiful, did you know that?